काली स्याही

खुश थी वो आज मेरी काली स्याही, जब वो सफेद काग़ज के काम आई।
खुशी से वो इतनी शब्दों में फैली, मिली हो उससे जैसे कोई बिछडी सहेली।
उसको खुद की कोई सुध ना आई, खुश थी वो आज मेरी काली स्याही।

कब से थी वो खुद के विराने में बंद , नहीं जानती थी वो खुद के रंग।
जब नाची वो खोल के अपने रंग का आंचल , सफेद काग़ज भी झूमा जैसे पागल सा बादल।
कहानी ने उसकी की याद सारी खुदाई, खुश थी वो आज मेरी काली स्याही।।

To be or not to be

We have our own stories of very simple words. What complicates us is the mere realization of the fact. The fact that "being you" comes with a price. People will never appreciate who you are...they have their own parameters to make you some one else. That makes you to keep searching the like minded people. Sometimes you down play yourself to cover up the gaps of social engagements. It becomes harder to make yourself available for everyone's convenience . Being you is not difficult, but the fear of maintaining the same is....The question is still same...should I be me or change as per golden rule book?

Disconnect to reconnect

Rahiman dhaga prem ka
Mat todo chatkaye
Tute se fir na jude
jo jude ganth pad jaye...

Beautiful lines with deep meaning..but we are used to break that thread everytime. By saying a mere "sorry"- what we actually believe sort out things between people. Is it so ? May be or may be not? May be the person is waiting for his turn to return what you did to him...so called "Tit for Tat". Don't worry he/she will remind you at that time "ki last time tune aisa kiya tha", so this time "I am sorry" & let's be fine with each other. Are we really sorting out or balancing some equation ? Is the time passing or relationship? We are so much obessed with oneself that we never realise worth of that relationship. It used to be good but its not working the same way now. What are we actually doing?
We disconnect to reconnect what was connected earlier.

Kuch aur mang le...

 De ske jo dil ko sukun woh dastoor mang le
sukhe se armano ki shenaeyon ka koi kasoor mang le
woh mang jise pura kr paun main ta umar
chaand taaron ko chod k kuch aur mang le

koi ho wafai k sile jo likhe ho mere hisse
jiski sadgi se mil paye humare dil k seeshe
aise kisi rishtey ki koi door mang le
woh mang jise pura kr paun main ta umar
chaand taaron ko chod k kuch aur mang le

jis cheez ko badlne ki fitrat nhi meri
woh cheez jispe chalti nhi hukumat meri
surat pe na ja k seerat sanjh le
woh mang jise pura kr paun main ta umar
chaand taaron ko chod k kuch aur mang le